Thanks for the mail I received from my last blog. It’s amazing how up lifting your messages of support are to me. THEY DO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I am working on myself to reconnect the way I am feeling, to how I want to be. I sat down with … Continue reading That Letter To My Wife
Guilty of Hiding Behind My Excuses.
I been missing in action for "ages" now and for that I do apologise. Physically I been in good health. I have experienced the usual sniffles, aches and sore joints, but to date have avoided that pesky COVID. The virus has attacked all those around me, which makes me think that maybe it’s leaving me … Continue reading Guilty of Hiding Behind My Excuses.
A Brave New World
Coming out of lockdown, with it’s Ground hog days. Between sleeping and eating, the hours are a haze. I need to prepare for when the lockdown ends, Which better be soon as I’m forgetting my friends. Out of sight, out of mind as the saying goes But will they recognize Jenny, who only knows. Getting … Continue reading A Brave New World
Jenny’s Playing Mansions of Madness.
It’s been a while, I know. In fact 4 months since I last published on my blog. I have not been hibernating, rather I’ve been trying to cope with the challenges that have been tumbling my way. Life goes on around us, whether we want it to do so or not, and as much as … Continue reading Jenny’s Playing Mansions of Madness.
Mirror, Mirror on the Wall.
I look in the Mirror and what do I see A grey haired man looking back at me. I put on a frock some makeup and hair Oh what joy, as Jenny is there. What is it about dressing up and needing to look at the girl in the mirror? Why do I want to … Continue reading Mirror, Mirror on the Wall.
Conversations By The Open Fire.
The family and I have just come home from a long weekend break in country Victoria. It was the mini holiday we all needed. My wife noticed that I was getting a bit frayed around the edges and suggested we were long overdue to get away from the treadmill we were running on and so … Continue reading Conversations By The Open Fire.
Proof of Life
A poem by Jenny Williams. Phone camera ready. Proof Of Life By Jenny Williams Flickr, Flickr on the screen Look who’s wanting to be seen. I post a picture, with a certain pride, I want it out there, I don’t want to hide. So I snap the picture, in the perfect light In a pleated … Continue reading Proof of Life
A Storm That Came and Went
Sorry for my absence. The soft winds and warm sun have pushed the dark clouds away. The last few weeks have been full of highs and lows for me being Jenny. After writing my last entry in this blog, I started thinking about my next one. I had it all mapped out in my mind … Continue reading A Storm That Came and Went
It’s Those Simple Pleasures.
Being Transgender is wonderful and beautiful. It’s about pushing aside a lie so you can be authentic and live true to yourself. Being a Crossdresser is the same, the same beauty, the same peace the same harmony of being complete. BUT this existence draws a minefield of confusion, pain and hurt especially when you are … Continue reading It’s Those Simple Pleasures.
The Desperate Act of Purging.
I have only purged twice and have regretted both times. The decision to throw out all my female belongings in an attempt to remove Jenny from my life, came out of a desperation to be a “normal male” and try to conform to how my body is built. Those were dark periods, during a point … Continue reading The Desperate Act of Purging.